In my last post I mentioned that I have a problem, but didn't go too far in getting to what it is. I do have a terrible habit of getting off-track, or at least, trying to put in too much supporting information. I do the same when I speak, I'm good at the never ending story. But that's not the problem that I am referring too. My mental health is part of the problem, to be sure, but it's not the problem I wanted to talk about. The problem I want to talk about is part of the reason for the deterioration in my mental health more like it. I am sure there are very few CEOs or even...

I am in an impossible situation, and there is no easy out either. You can believe me when I say that, I've been over the options about a million times, even as it has all been building up to this point, and there is no easy way out (and there was only a couple of points when there have been outs, and I didn't take them) except the aforementioned miracle. I would assume you need a bit of a primer on what's going on. This could easily get real long, so might have to split it. (have changed the title to part one of many) I live in a village in the mountains in Andalucia, in Jaén specifically,...